Running To #MakeASpace – Day 1 – 3.5.21

Hello lovely humanoids!

Today is day 1 of my Running To #MakeASpace fundraiser! Despite the rain I still went out and I even managed to run 4 laps! So I’m feeling pretty proud of myself.

In total I ran 1.28km (although the mapping on Strava seems a little off so I feel like I managed a bit more than that).

Screenshot of Blue’s progress on the Strava website

So with 1.28km down that means I only have 3.72km left to run! Check out my fundraising page to sponsor me or to cheer me on ^_^

I’ll be posting an update vlog at the end of the week to let everyone know how I’ve gotten on and I may even include some clips of me running…maybe xD

That’s all for now, thank you for checking in.

Stay safe & be happy x

My Fear Of Whorephobic Social Media

Hey lovely humanoids!

I wanted to talk about something that’s been bothering me for the last while…well for quite a long while actually. I am terrified of being kicked off of social media platforms like Instagram for being too “sexy”.

Some of you may remember when I panicked and went through and deleted anything on my Instagram account that could be considered even a little bit NSFW. Since then I’ve been posting as SFW content as I can and then the pandemic meant that I was mostly posting selfies…so it’s gotten to a point where my account feels more like a personal account than a professional one…and I don’t like that.

I don’t like that I’ve felt so scared of losing my account that I haven’t posted my more “exciting” photos. But I’ve watched as so many other accounts do. And it feels like I’m letting the team down by letting my fears get the better of me.

So I think I’m going to go back to posting some more “risque” selfies every now and then because I have so many that I love and feel great about but I’m just so worried about getting shadow banned or deleted that I don’t post them. 

I am so sick of whorephobia and skewed moralistic nonsense being used to censor people that want to celebrate their bodies (and heaven forbid make some money from it). So yeah, enough is enough and I’m going to stop letting my fears get the better of me.

Obviously all of my fully NSFW/explicit content will remain behind a paywall or on an adult site but I’ll go back to posting some more fun teasers.

How do you feel about the censorship levels on social media? Do you notice many people being shadowbanned or their accounts being deleted? Or do you generally avoid the “sexier” side of social media?

I’m always curious to hear different people’s experiences.

So I guess that’s it for now. Keep an eye out for fun and flirty things popping up on my socials.

Stay safe & be happy x

Fundraising To Help Umbrella Lane #MakeASpace

Hello lovely humanoids!

I hope you’ve all been keeping well, staying hydrated and enjoying the nicer weather if you’ve been fortunate enough to have it. Today I have some exciting news!

You may or may not have seen that Umbrella Lane have launched a new fundraising campaign to raise money for a new community space. The old community space was wonderful and did so much good for the Sex Worker community. I have so many fond memories from the weekly drop-in sessions as well as the events that were put on there.

So I’ve decided that I’m going to do what I can to help raise money and #MakeASpace for my fellow Sex Workers.

Specifically, I’m going to run 5km each week in May 2021 and I’m aiming to raise £250!

Image Description: Orange background with white text that reads “Running With Blue To Help #MakeASpace” followed by a wavy white underline and then “Help Blue raise money for the Umbrella Lane community space!” in smaller text. Two icons of trainers are on either side of the title. An icon of a woman running is in the bottom right. BlueMerkitten’s logo is on the bottom left.

If you follow me on social media then you’ll already know that I try to go for a run during my lunch break each day (except for one rest day). Generally speaking I manage between 1 and 1.5km during those runs, so this will be a bit of a step up for me and I am a little nervous about keeping up with my target but I know I’ll have all of my friends and followers cheering me on.

If you can afford to sponsor me, that’s awesome! Thank you!

If you’d rather donate directly to the main Umbrella Lane fundraiser, that’s totally fine. You can donate HERE.

Can’t afford to donate? Don’t worry! Why not share some info about the fundraiser? You could help Umbrella Lane reach even more people!

Find out more about Umbrella Lane and their fundraiser HERE.

I’ll also be aiming to post a vlog about this in the near future, so keep an eye out for that! (29.4.21 – watch the vlog here = )

Stay safe & be happy x

March Arrivals 2021

Hello lovely humanoids!

This blog is all about the wonderful items that I received in March 2021. Some of these were bought by me, some were pre-ordered by me, some were gifts from fans/friends, some were rewards from Kickstarter or Patreon. Regardless of where they came from I’ll tell you all about them on this blog! (please note the date is when they arrived and not when they were ordered)

So let’s dive right in!

Banana Caramel Drizzle kitten play ears from Kitsus Creations, bought by me – March 5th

These are my second pair of kitten play ears from Kitsus Creations and I absolutely adore them! I got them specifically for an Easter themed photo set (Easter Kitten) and built my entire outfit around them.

The quality is wonderful, they’re comfortable to wear and the fact that the ears are poseable is fantastic!

Despite only being my second purchase from Kitsus Creations I’m already a huge fan. Especially as shipping is very quick, the packaging is lovely and the creator is very active online and constantly creating new and exciting sets.

I paid £46 for them.

Beetle Ita Bag from Pin & Tonic, bought by me – March 6th

I missed out on backing this bag on Kickstarter but I was very fortunate to grab a “B grade” bag that Pin & Tonic had spare. I went for the blue one (obviously) which is just stunning.

The bag is really high quality and absolutely gorgeous. So far it has my favourite pin badge divider as it’s been the easiest to actually attach my pins to. The bag is also really flexible as you have the option to wear it as a backpack or as a shoulder bag. Plus it has the cutest detachable holographic wings!

It’s a little on the smaller size but I knew that when ordering and they make the dimensions very clear on their advertising. All in all it’s a gorgeous bag and I’m over the moon with it.

I paid £55 (excluding shipping) for the bag.

Squid coins from BlackSmoke1033, bought by me – March 18th

I have been following BlackSmoke1033 (aka Fumi) on Twitter for a while but I finally gave in and bought myself two of their cephalopod currency coins. The larger is a golden squid coin and the smaller is a silver octopus coin.

Coins might not seem like an obvious item that I’d be interested in but I absolutely adore unique tokens and trinkets, so when I saw the “cephalocurrency”, as BlackSmoke1033 has named it,  I just had to get some.

The coins are really cool. They’re surprisingly heavy and arrived in their own little coin cases to protect them from scratches, which is a nice touch. I also love how much effort Fumi puts into their packaging. Stickers and stamps plus hand written notes are a super cute touch.

It wasn’t long after purchasing these coins that I signed up to their Patreon mini pin club.

I spent £18 on the coins.

Lobster mini pin badges from BlackSmoke1033’s mini pin club, bought by me – March 22nd

It was such a lovely surprise to receive my mini pin club pin badges so soon after I had received my cephalocurrency coins. And once again the packaging was lovely. I really do appreciate all of the small details that some sellers are able to put into their packaging. It just makes it feel extra special.

The pins are really good quality and surprisingly detailed for being mini pins. 

As part of the mini pin club you receive two mini pins, they’re both the same design but in different colours. This month was mini lobsters in antique style silver and gold. 

I’m confident they’ll make great space filler pins for my ita bags as well as cute pins to add to outfits when I don’t want anything too flashy. Plus I plan on keeping some of them to act as little gifts for my friends and family.

I pay £14 per month for the Patreon mini pin club tier.

Kitten play collar from Milkittenshop, bought by me – March 22nd

I stumbled across Milkittenshop whilst browsing Etsy and looking for a collar to go with my Easter Kitten outfit. They were offering “pick your own colours” collars and had advertised that they were happy to work with people to colour match so I was hopeful that they’d be able to help me out.

And I was right!

The colour match was really good and the general quality of the collar was great. It feels sturdy enough for some gentle play but still soft enough to wear as a casual day collar and is exactly what I was hoping for.

There were add on options for things like bells but I’d opted to keep it quite plain as it was already going to be part of an outfit.

I paid £18.99 for the collar.

Phreak club Dovah dildo, gift from my Gym Bae – March 22nd

For this particular item I was extremely excited.

My very loving Gym Bae had bought me it as a gift whilst I was going through a very stressful time period and it arrived just in time for another particularly stressful time period haha. Needless to say it did plenty to help relieve that stress wink, wink.

But let’s focus on the actual product. It’s gorgeous! The colours are really pretty and blend really well. The silicone feels lovely. The one thing I would say is that despite opting for a soft shaft I would say it’s definitely the firmer end of soft – which I am fine with but it may be something to keep in mind if you plan on purchasing a toy from Phreak Club.

For the specifications of my toy, we chose:

Model: Dovah

Size: Medium

Firmness: Soft shaft, medium base

Suction cup: Yes

Colour: Pink base fading to blue shaft

You can also watch the unboxing and SFW review video on my YouTube channel!

Along with the Dovah I got a free mini packet of Candy Kittens and a free selection of three mini toys (the free mini toys were a part of the promotion).

The outer packaging was also perfectly discreet and the internal packaging was just paper which meant that I could pop it all in the recycling bin without any hassle – which is a nice touch. The toys themselves did come in plastic packaging – obviously for hygiene reasons – but it was nice to see less plastic packaging being used.

Gym Bae paid £95 (we got a £10 discount as part of a promotion that was running at the time).

Pokémon pin badges from Popipins “Spooky Friends” Kickstarter, bought by me – March 23rd

I first backed this Kickstarter campaign as I wanted to get the Gengar pin for my Partner as a surprise Halloween treat, unfortunately due to COVID19 there were a lot of delays and the pins didn’t arrive in time for Halloween (obviously).

That doesn’t mean that I’m unhappy with them. Quite the opposite. The pins are wonderful. I really like the artists’ style that they’ve gone with. It has a “spooky” sort of vibe but in a really nice way and not an over the top ham fisted way. 

The pin badges I opted for were the Gengar and Pumpkaboo versions. Gengar for my Partner and Pumpkaboo for me.

They are both really good quality and have nice rubber heart shaped pin clutches to hold them in place. The really nice thing is that each pin badge has two actual pins, so it won’t spin in place and will still be the right way up whilst pinned to your shirt/bag/whatever.

As an added surprise bonus I also received a shiny colour palette (pink) Dragonair! And a Banette Pokémon card. This was a lovely surprise and extremely nice of the seller to include.

I paid $49 Australian dollars which is about £27.47 (according to Google).

Out of the 7 items that arrived in March, I think my favourites are my Banana Caramel Drizzle kitten play ears from Kitsus Creations, my blue Beetle Ita bag from Pin & Tonic and of course my Dovah dildo from Phreak Club.

Have you received anything nice lately? Have any shops that you think I should check out? Let me know in the comments!

And as always, stay safe & be happy x

Mail For Blue! – 21.3.21

Hello cuties!

I have more exciting news for you today ^_^ Have you ever wanted to send me a letter or a drawing or something via snail mail? Well now you can!

With my brand new PO Box you can send me anything you feel like and I may even send you something back in return (as long as you remember to include your name and address).

Just address your mail to:

Mail For Blue

PO Box 20343



Of course this isn’t expected, it’s just a fun option for anyone that felt like sending something.

You could even send me your coloured Easter Merkitten (find out more about that HERE). But it’s entirely up to you ^_^

Whether you decide to send something or not, I hope you have a lovely time.

Stay safe & be happy x

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